Dreams and Reality (3th post)
When I was a child I used to dream working as a veterinarian because I want to take care a dog who lived with us and was afflicted by tumors. Sadly he couldn't improve and died.
After that I realized that wouldn't be able to work as a veterinarian considering the possibility of a patyent dying in my hands.
Time passed and I decide to study something related to drawing like architecture or visual arts and the last years at highschool I understand that I want to be an artist.
With the decision already made I looked in different universities for the curriculum I like the most and that's why I chose the Universidad de chile.
The first year like a student of this university I felt uncomfortable because of the difference in educational level that the highschool offered me in the ambit of art and currently this still be a problem for me and my confidence because sometimes the teachers forget the knowledge gap between their students.
In my case i try to learn the most that i can but sometimes other things like houseworks or psychological problems take all the time and i must take my time to recover.
Currently I feel overwhelmed by the lifestyle imposed by the pandemic and online classes are the best way to make my outlook worse especially because learning with my classmates was the best way to learn and do art.
Hi Fran, i really get what you say, this online classes stuff sucks, it's really hard to actually learn in this context, so hope you can be as well as you can till the pandemic is over.
ResponderBorrarHi Francisca! I read your post, and I understand what you are saying about being a veterinarian. I think about the possibility of the patient dying in my hands, and it must be so sad. Apart from this, about the first year at the university, I agree with you; I felt uncomfortable too, and for the same reason that you said. Educational inequality is so high in Chile and more in art.
ResponderBorrarRegards!
I really feel yo Fran, sometimes the university put you a lot of pressure. And I'm agree with you, the best way to learn and feel quietness at the same time it's learning with your classmates.
ResponderBorrarI empathize with you because I feel the same with the different educational levels, in my high school there was never an important space for the arts.
ResponderBorrarI share the sentiment that the pandemic is overwhelming, especially when it comes to learning and it becomes difficult to maintain a normal learning pace, but if you have the will to learn you can do it.
ResponderBorrarHi Francisca! Last year I found a little bird that was dying, I took him/her to the vet to see what we could do, I went to my house with him and I cleaned his eyes because them were full of bugs ;( the next day the bird literally died on my hands, me neither could be a vet because of the same.
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